I can remember so many frantic attempts to get a scene of comfort. I would tell everyone I saw about my new plan and how I really had it figured out this time. Talk and think, think and talk. So many words, so many thoughts, and I was never really accomplishing anything. How was it that my mind and mouth were full of solutions, conclusions, and resolutions, my life was full of chaos, and I always had a sinking feeling that everyone else thought I was full of you know what?
After many years of pain and confusion It finally became time for me to get QUIET. Quiet inside and out. Gratitude, brought me to this revelation, I saw that in the endless proclaiming, exclaiming, and explaining of my wants and intentions, I was completely missing the most important thing, what I already had. when I focused on where I was, and not where I wanted to go, I began to enjoy a peaceful lack of words. I began to realize that I could accomplish so much without alot of hype. I could convince the people around me of my intentions without talking about it. Better yet I was convincing myself that I could follow through with my goals without so much thought, and the endless BLAH, BLAH, BLAH, BOOLA, BOOLA, BOOLA! That had left me so frustrated with myself. By simply removing myself from the center of the universe , loving what I already have and moving forward in faith. I can now speak in a loud, truthful, and convincing voice without saying a word.
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